Weak and Depresion

[ppbebe]

thanks annie. hello Kitty beer?

so you sort of took obama tactics. not something small person can do. 

[horsey]

i can join the depresion team now.the first - love thing well.i think he hasn't changed a bit and im grown up now.so it will not work out.so im getting depressed over nothing really but love.whats that about ?

[Annie]

thanks annie. hello Kitty beer?

so you sort of took obama tactics. not something small person can do. 

You can read about hello kitty beer on www.hellokittyhell.com. I don't drink beer but I want to give it as gifts.

this thread keeps fluctuating between light-hearted masturbation jokes and depressing heartbreak tales.

i came here looking for a laugh but now im depressed

I'm sorry horsey.

[horsey]

thanks but somethings just take time.maybe we need to get to know each other better.

[Jdog0830]

i can join the depresion team now.the first - love thing well.i think he hasn't changed a bit and im grown up now.so it will not work out.so im getting depressed over nothing really but love.whats that about ?

First off hell yeah your welcome to the depression thread the more people the more jokes and more problems, but hell then we try to help.

Well is it that you just cant find love or is it that you have and you cant have it?

[horsey]

it's that my first love called and im not sure how i feel.there is a few people in my life but thats just sex without love.i want sex with love.my b/f died 2 years ago and it's time for love.ive grieved long enough.

[Albert S Miller]

it's that my first love called and im not sure how i feel.there is a few people in my life but thats just sex without love.i want sex with love.my b/f died 2 years ago and it's time for love.ive grieved long enough.

I'm not doctor love or anything, sounds like you are ready to move forward at this point, are you still willing to try and dig up the past? I would also like to add "Follow your heart".

[Annie]

it's that my first love called and im not sure how i feel.there is a few people in my life but thats just sex without love.i want sex with love.my b/f died 2 years ago and it's time for love.ive grieved long enough.

That sounds very reasonable and healthy! Sex without love is so boring. Personally, I get a bigger rush out of shopping!

[horsey]

im going crazy right now.deppression is at it's worst.can't explain people are reading what im saying have to hurry.don't want to upset them.

[horsey]

lets just say the meds are makein me feel worse.

[ppbebe]

horsey, chill,  don't do anything rush.

listen to shacklers and better. Or join http://cheapjon.mybrute.com

[horsey]

horsey, chill,  don't do anything rush.

listen to shacklers and better. Or join http://cheapjon.mybrute.com

im am trying to chill.but this morning i get a phone call.and it's this girl racheal crying.i had her at my house for a week and she is dramma with a capital D !
i can't take much more of this.i pay my bills and try an live right.im allways taken 2 steps forward only to take 5 backwards cause of this person.i can't get rid of her and im treathening to leave and get an apartment.leaving my mom screwed on bills and a mortage.it's a never ending thing with this raceal chick !
im so friggin fed up i could just cry.

[ppbebe]

i wasn't following the thread so I don't know your problem well but may i ask you why you can't kick her out?

[horsey]

she keeps coming back over an over.people get sick of her even her own mother.

[CheapJon]

she keeps coming back over an over.people get sick of her even her own mother.

question is, does she post on internet forums referring to herself in third person?

[horsey]

haha
this is serious and if you think im making this up ,then you are crazier then me ! for fuckz sake.

[horsey]

 :Pwell things are looking up.today i picked up a new chick friend.who's coming over to party later.
excuse me while i kiss the sky lol.im going to have a blast an thats what i need !

[ppbebe]

Good. Be strong and choose your friends carefully.
couldbe the racheal person is a borderline case you better keep clear of.

haha
this is serious and if you think im making this up ,then you are crazier then me ! for fuckz sake.

i don't think that's what CheapJon was implying.

[Jdog0830]

it's that my first love called and im not sure how i feel.there is a few people in my life but thats just sex without love.i want sex with love.my b/f died 2 years ago and it's time for love.ive grieved long enough.

I see in that case I think you have at least 2 options either you go take a chance with him or you would stay with your friends and probobly forget with time I realized recently that I wouldnt take that chance I wish I could but best of luck to you.

(and I remember that you said that he hasnt changed from high school chances are he has about something you just got to find out what)

[horsey]

the girl never called.an you might be right about the rehceal thing.racheal called tonight asking to crash 1 night,i said no right away.and my first love is coming over tommorow,im nervous.