Weak and Depresion

[andy1981]

The Orangutan is awesome!

Just thought I'd add a little to to the covo here.

theres a little saying from where I'm from says

"whits fur ye, willnae go past ye"

Kinda like, if its meant to be, you'll not miss it so don't force things. Theres so many things to experience in life than be tied down to some girl who you think will make you happy.

I met this chick through some freinds at collage in 2001 and recently we met back up through other new freinds and have hung out a few times now. I plucked up enough courage and had a few beers and asked her out last week. Last nite we had our first date, just kinda getting to know each other, few drinks, it was awesome, fairly intense but overall am happy and I left it last nite for her to pick our second date.

Hey, she may turn out to be some crazy ass bitch at the end of the day, but am sure the ride will be fun. Theres only a single seat on my motorcyce and the sunsets that way.............

heres a quote for you Jdog

"Life without risk is no life at all and you will die alone, intoxicated and useless"

infact am thinking of getting that tattoo'd to the inside of my arm.

break out the rock music, beers and enjoy yourself, the rest will follow accordingly

[Jdog0830]

1. Depression does not equal weakness.

2. When it comes to chicks, just listen to the master, Jay of Jay and Silent Bob...

"Enough of this fucking melodrama.  My advice - forget her, dude.  There's one woman in the world.  One woman, with many faces."

3. And when that doesn't work, Jay has another nugget for you...

"Kick her to the curb.  Girls get to be too much trouble, there's always the 'band of the hand'."

nice but ive been playin that in that "band" forever man if i only had 1 gf then i wouldnt feel as lonely and yea depresion dose make u weak sometimes and through that weakness u can find a new inspration or u can just find yourself closin your eyes to the world forever

and if the girl i was talkin bout was as sluty as the girl from Clerks i wouldnt be still thinkin bout her for about 23 days now

[Sin Cut]

1. Depression does not equal weakness.

2. When it comes to chicks, just listen to the master, Jay of Jay and Silent Bob...

"Enough of this fucking melodrama.  My advice - forget her, dude.  There's one woman in the world.  One woman, with many faces."

3. And when that doesn't work, Jay has another nugget for you...

"Kick her to the curb.  Girls get to be too much trouble, there's always the 'band of the hand'."

nice but ive been playin that in that "band" forever man if i only had 1 gf then i wouldnt feel as lonely and yea depresion dose make u weak sometimes and through that weakness u can find a new inspration or u can just find yourself closin your eyes to the world forever

and if the girl i was talkin bout was as sluty as the girl from Clerks i wouldnt be still thinkin bout her for about 23 days now

if she would be that slutty you would think of her even next year

How the fuck didn't I get my cock sucked by the slut of the year? Now, that's a FAIL.

[Jdog0830]

probobly

[Layne Staley's Sunglasses]

Dude, you're so Lex Luthor

Nah dude, I just live on a major fault line.

[r3dhawk6]

Don't try so hard.  Don't look so hard for a gf.  Makes you appear desperate.  Try to do your best in school, even tho its not easy.  You don't have to be on the A honor roll, but you'll feel better about yourself if you see your hard work pay off with better grades.  Get involved.  Join clubs and groups when you can.  It will take your mind off your worries, it will make you a more rounded individual, and it will make you a more interesting person to others.   Being a teenager is such shit sometimes, but remember everyone goes thru it and has the same fears, doubts, and insecurities you do.  There is someone out there for everyone.  Just be patient.  Be a friend.  The more contacts you make, the more doors you open, and opportunities along with it.
Why did the other kids hate you?  Do you have to go to that new school?  Tell your parents or a counselor or someone you trust if you are being bullied.  I hate bullies.  They are the lowest of the low.  The scum of the earth.  Despicable.  Hopefully, the years have matured all involved and it will be a better experience for you at the new school.

[Mysteron]

Do not worry about the female of the species. If it happens, it happens. It is not the be all and end all of life experiences.

If you are starting something new, this will give you a chance to (re)define yourself. Find yourself a niche, make yourself interesting. Don't try to hard. Do the things that you enjoy and this will magnetise you to the right crowd.

[norway]

Do not worry about the female of the species. If it happens, it happens. It is not the be all and end all of life experiences.

If you are starting something new, this will give you a chance to (re)define yourself. Find yourself a niche, make yourself interesting. Don't try to hard. Do the things that you enjoy and this will magnetise you to the right crowd.

Wish I could give you karma for this, I absolutely agree.

We need a bit ice in our stomach to get to enjoy true happiness and debth.

[Jdog0830]

Don't try so hard.  Don't look so hard for a gf.  Makes you appear desperate.  Try to do your best in school, even tho its not easy.  You don't have to be on the A honor roll, but you'll feel better about yourself if you see your hard work pay off with better grades.  Get involved.  Join clubs and groups when you can.  It will take your mind off your worries, it will make you a more rounded individual, and it will make you a more interesting person to others.   Being a teenager is such shit sometimes, but remember everyone goes thru it and has the same fears, doubts, and insecurities you do.  There is someone out there for everyone.  Just be patient.  Be a friend.  The more contacts you make, the more doors you open, and opportunities along with it.
Why did the other kids hate you?  Do you have to go to that new school?  Tell your parents or a counselor or someone you trust if you are being bullied.  I hate bullies.  They are the lowest of the low.  The scum of the earth.  Despicable.  Hopefully, the years have matured all involved and it will be a better experience for you at the new school.

yeah i do have to go to the new school

as for everyone hating me i dont know it started when i got into public school ever since

as for the bullies i usualy can deal with there kind but they allways find me when im by myself and it sucks tryin to stand up to like 6 people

now i just wish this year would never end

[G2N2R]

Meh.. i'm dealing with a lot of stuff at the moment, I mostly blame that on the fact that i've cut WAY back on drinking, as I drank in order to not have to deal with all the thoughts and things that had recently happened that were destroying me. And yea, alcohol helped that, but at the same time it was def. not healthy drinking as much as I did for as long as I did. So, now i'm sober-ish and i'm finding it really hard to handle everything now, but I def. don't want to search for a way out in some drug as that artificial happiness won't last and sweeping my problems under the rug may help in the short term but in the long term it will only get harder.

Anyway, I wrote this little poetic rant the other day and I thought i'd post it here, life is so damn hard when you feel alone and have a feeling of no hope whatsoever.

Allow me to explain to you
The meaning of life, through my eyes
From a man thats seen his share of ups and downs
Life isn't special, that knowledge should come as no surprise.

You work, you sleep, you eat, and you dream
Of a future full of happiness and stability
But when you face reality, things never end up that way
People will lie, cheat, and use you, humbeling your humility.

And when everything is fading, and nothing seems right
They'll tell you to be positive, and not be so down
But in whats left of your heart and mind, you'll know they are wrong
In this extreme depression and sadness, you will soon drown.

Feeling alone, like theres no hope, and missunderstood
Feeling taken advantage of, broken again just as you started to fix your life
It's an indescribable feeling, one that is more scary than anything
Your trust missplaced and missguided, your back penetrated by their knife.

So what is there to look forward to, when you feel abandoned and hurt
Do you hold onto the thought of god and heaven, to hold your head high?
I don't believe so, though I may be considered a skeptic
So whats left, almost nothing, to the man you knew all your life you must say goodbye.

Because the facts are this world has changed you
It's made you bitter and angry, a man with a vice
Is it fair, is it right, no and it never is
But they've all made you pay the ultimate price.

You give up your morals, your everday smile
For a blank stare in the distance
An emotionless body you've become
No matter how hard you try, you can not resist this.

So call me sad, pathetic, and lame and laugh at my thoughts
Dissect my opinions, judge me, or just don't care at all
No words can change life experience, as much as you'd like them to
You hate to admit it, it frightens you, but they have made you fall.

And for the world you must put on a fake smile and laugh
Even in the face of darkness, when you feel like every breathe is your last
Because when people sense your weakness, it will just be taken advantage of
Just pray for your own sake that the feeling of lost hope will soon pass.

[Jdog0830]

Wow man thats some deep stuff u should write a song bout it

o and best of luck with being sober

[Jdog0830]

Guys yesterday i saw her in the hall it was the 1st since well u know and after i see her i just wanted to cry  cus it didnt seem she felt the least bit of sorrow i dont know she always dose this mixed messages bullshit i dont know any more

[Annie]

Guys yesterday i saw her in the hall it was the 1st since well u know and after i see her i just wanted to cry  cus it didnt seem she felt the least bit of sorrow i dont know she always dose this mixed messages bullshit i dont know any more

I'm sorry. People who send mixed messages are very selfish. Be kind to yourself. Maybe she really likes you, but she's afraid of what her friends might think. People are very caught up with social status in high school.

[mrlee]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hnS6LkyXtiY

its true ya know. be careful!

[Sin Cut]

Guys yesterday i saw her in the hall it was the 1st since well u know and after i see her i just wanted to cry  cus it didnt seem she felt the least bit of sorrow i dont know she always dose this mixed messages bullshit i dont know any more

get a grip mister, are you a man or a pussy?
You get mixed messages only if you let yourself get em. Grow a set of balls and do something about it.

and cut (no pun intended) out this emo bullshit about mixed feelings.

It's either false hope or she's interested.

Here's some lyrics for ya.

I got a star for you
A little thing
You took it as a sign of love
when really it was your smile
A substitute to escape my life

I'm the razorblade when you need something sharp
I sunk deep, cutting veins to your heart
You just made me - your helping hand

You put me behind a thick wall of cement
Trying change the way I think
Your mindgames put me in a padded cell
Sitting in a straightjacket living hell!

Baby, every casual conversation turns into a powertrip
Baby, you try that bitches stranglin' grip
It's like a wicked religion where you play Jesus Christ
It's a losing game of loaded dice

I'm the razorblade when you need something sharp
I sunk deep, cutting veins to your heart
You just made me - your helping hand

Baby, the control is all you need - to become the pupeteer
If it's not your way - it's my bag of lies
I'm the stray dog that don't appease you with tricks
I won't stay, I won't sit

I'm the razorblade when you need something sharp
I sunk deep, cutting veins to your heart
You just made me - your helping hand

I got a star for you
A little thing
So look at the sky
and lose your smile
You're just my escape of life

Now, here's what I'd do;
Step 1. Build some pressure. The key to this is that failure isn't an option, a good way to this is to tell a friend she'll be the next one. (you nail)

Step 2. Go and talk to her and set a date.

Step 3. Nail her.

Step 4. Stay with her or dump her.

[Jdog0830]

Guys yesterday i saw her in the hall it was the 1st since well u know and after i see her i just wanted to cry  cus it didnt seem she felt the least bit of sorrow i dont know she always dose this mixed messages bullshit i dont know any more

I'm sorry. People who send mixed messages are very selfish. Be kind to yourself. Maybe she really likes you, but she's afraid of what her friends might think. People are very caught up with social status in high school.

Guys yesterday i saw her in the hall it was the 1st since well u know and after i see her i just wanted to cry  cus it didnt seem she felt the least bit of sorrow i dont know she always dose this mixed messages bullshit i dont know any more

get a grip mister, are you a man or a pussy?
You get mixed messages only if you let yourself get em. Grow a set of balls and do something about it.

and cut (no pun intended) out this emo bullshit about mixed feelings.

It's either false hope or she's interested.

Here's some lyrics for ya.

I got a star for you
A little thing
You took it as a sign of love
when really it was your smile
A substitute to escape my life

I'm the razorblade when you need something sharp
I sunk deep, cutting veins to your heart
You just made me - your helping hand

You put me behind a thick wall of cement
Trying change the way I think
Your mindgames put me in a padded cell
Sitting in a straightjacket living hell!

Baby, every casual conversation turns into a powertrip
Baby, you try that bitches stranglin' grip
It's like a wicked religion where you play Jesus Christ
It's a losing game of loaded dice

I'm the razorblade when you need something sharp
I sunk deep, cutting veins to your heart
You just made me - your helping hand

Baby, the control is all you need - to become the pupeteer
If it's not your way - it's my bag of lies
I'm the stray dog that don't appease you with tricks
I won't stay, I won't sit

I'm the razorblade when you need something sharp
I sunk deep, cutting veins to your heart
You just made me - your helping hand

I got a star for you
A little thing
So look at the sky
and lose your smile
You're just my escape of life

Now, here's what I'd do;
Step 1. Build some pressure. The key to this is that failure isn't an option, a good way to this is to tell a friend she'll be the next one. (you nail)

Step 2. Go and talk to her and set a date.

Step 3. Nail her.

Step 4. Stay with her or dump her.

Guys i decided im goin 4 it and shes not vary selfish shes usualy nice to everyone unless u do somein to really piss her off

[Annie]

Good luck!

[Jdog0830]

that was probobly my longest quote on this site

[cjmax02]

I seriously hope you get the girl this time, bro.....

[CheapJon]

I don't hope he gets the girl, i hope he gets happy with life without a girl, just 'cause he gets the girl don't mean it's guaranteed happiness, it's no shortcut, get happy, feel good about yourself, when you do that you have the biggest balls in the world and then try with the girl, that will be better both for yourself, her and everybody around you (they notice that you don't feel too good and that shit could be contagious so people stay away from you) and if you don't get the girl you still have enough balls for some other which will be better (and don't give us no crap about that she's the one.. you don't know her, hell you don't even know yourself, you don't know all the great things that you have inside you man