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[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Inside The Mind Of Mark
Start Date: 4/12/2004.
End Date:  9/2/2004
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I like you because there is no one else.
I love you because I'm desperate.
I know that feeling because I've felt
what it feels like living thru hit after hit.
I know what it feels like to be alienated.
and I know it feels like to be rejected.
Slam, another dream has faded,
Bam, you have just been ejected.

Chorus:
Let go of me,
You don't love me.
Don't yell at me,
you don't own me.
Stop looking at me,
you don't know me.
Don't talk about me
you don't know anything about me.

They acted so scared of me,
luckily, I broke free.
They thought they knew me
but they knew a lesser me.
Now, they walk around like I owe them something
but, I'll give them nothing.
Can't say I like you
but I'll act like I do.

Chorus (x2)

Baby, I love you,
I want to hold you.
Baby, you're hot,
too bad I got caught!
Baby, I like you
I want to sex you.
I know we probably won't be together
but I'll remember you forever & ever.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Disgust
7/8/2004
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The world's become so boring
and I'm left with disgust.
The angels are pouring
but my lips are left with lust.

I try to change my ways
but I'm left with disappointment.
I keep on wasting the days
by not taking a fucking hint!

Chorus:
Spending my days in a dark, dark room.
Spending my days in a dark, dark world.
Wasting my days in a dark, dark room.
Wasting my days in a dark, dark world.

My life's too routine
and I can't escape this place.
I've become so mean
and it shows when there's no smile on my face.

I try to do it your way
but it never works.
I keep on wasting the days
calling you a fucking jerk!

Chorus (x2)

When the time is right,
I'll tell you what I need to.
When I decide what's right,
I'll be more honest with you.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Hardcore?
Start Date: 5/23/2004
End Date: 9/22/2004
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I'm a threat to society's system
and I love every bit of it.
My head is clouding over with cum
and I love every piece of it.

I like you a lot
and I want you to tell you.
This goes aganist what I was taught
but I just want to be with you.

Chorus:
I want to watch you when you take a dump.
I want to be just like you when you hump.
I want to pour pepto bismol on your cock.
I want you to jizz in my socks.

I want you to push me to succeed
so I can be just like you.
I need you to help exceed
where other people don't have to.

Chorus

I'm a threat to society
and I love every bit of it.
People hate who I'm trying to be
and I love every piece of it.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: If I Had A Choice
Start Date: 6/27/2004
End Date: 8/23/2004
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It's sad to think
that I have to pretend to like a twink.
I tried to be your friend
but you ended up backstabbing me again.
If I had a choice,
I'd choose not to hear your voice.
I hate living here
and I can't wait til' they take you from here.

It makes me mad to think you said taht.
It's ridicolous I have to take that crap.
To think, I used to love you
But now, I can't stand you.
If I had a choice,
I'd choose not to hear your voice.
I hate working here
and I can't wait til' the wind carries me away from here.

If I had a choice
I'd choose not to hear your voice.
I hate living here
and I can't wait til' they take me away from here.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Rough Times
Start Date: 7/15/2004
End Date: 8/26/2004
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I've had a lot of issues as of late
and I want to apoligize for taking it out on you.
Be patient, give it a little wait
and I'll make it up to you.

Chorus:
You've helped me through the rough times
and have been smart when I've been stupid.
You down-played my crimes
by showing people what I really did.

I just wanna say Thank you!

I want to show you my best
everyday when I come into work.
I'm going to stop acting like a pest
and show you the real reason why I hurt.

Chorus

I just wanna say Thank You!
I don't know where I'd be without you!

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Still Learning
Start Date: 12/11/2003
End Date: 7/28/2004
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I'm always getting attention for something.
I love recognition for anything.
I taught myself how to survive
and that's why I'm still alive.

I'm still learning
& I'm still fighting.
I'm still lovin'
& I'm still hatin'

The hope has gone down
but the dream is still there.
All my buddies have left town
but I'm still here.

Size is such a deception,
How's that for a conception?
I'm suffered much from the storm
and have no one to keep me warm.

But, I'm still learning
and I'm still fighting.
I'm still lovin'
& I'm still hatin'.

The hope has gone down
but the dream is still there.
All my buddies have left town
but I'm still here. (repeat.)

But, I'm still learning
and I'm still fighting.
I'm still lovin'
& I'm still hatin'.

The hope has gone down
but the dream is still there.
All my buddies have left town
but I'm still here. (repeat.)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Jeff
Start Date: 5/4/2004
End Date: 9/15/2004
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Everytime I need a friend,
I have someone to depend on.
I think you're so cool
and anybody who denies it is a fool.
I like you because you're smart
and you've given me a new start.
You & I will outshine the others
because, in a way, you're like my brother.

Chorus:
I can studder it a thousand times
but, I know you don't have the time.
So, I'll just say:
I love you, Jeff.

I want to cruise with you
and show me what you really do.
I want you to succeed
and that's why I'm letting you lead.
I would hug you if you cried,
I would hold you if you died.

Chorus

I hope you're not mad at me for masturbating
especially when I know you did the same things.
Please don't blame me for you not concentrating
because sometimes I just have to sing.

When I'm alone on Saturdays
I think about you coming my way.
Usually, I just dive into work
until I find a reason to jerk.
I'm sorry if my honesty bothers you
but at least what I say is true.
I just want you to know how I feel Jeffrey
cause what would you do without me?

Chorus (x2)

I love you, Jeff.
I love you, Jeff.
I love you, Jeff.
Oh Jeffrey!

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Ready To Fly
Start Date: January 2004.
End Date: 7/26/2004
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Chorus:
I'm ready to fly
I've down here long enough.
I'm ready to fly
I know the world won't miss me.

I get so tired of being on the ground
that I want to grow wings & fly away from here.
I wanna keep going around & around
until I finally get there.

Chorus

I wanna venture to the outskirts
and fly among the seagulls.
I wanna see how the world works,
I want to see every genius & every fool.

Chorus

I don't want to be here,
I want to get away from here.
I'm ready to fly...
I'm ready to fly...
I'm ready to fly...

Chorus (x2)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Integrity
5/7/2004
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You created this earth,
You created my birth.
You created life,
You created us.

Chorus:
So down but you'll drag me out.
So lonely but you'll show me what life's about.
So cold but you'll bring the sun.
So bored but I'll always be your son.

You created this place,
You created my face.
You created my integrity,
You created my extra-energy.

Chorus

Through all I've been through
I just want you to know
that I love you!
I love you!

Chorus (x2)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Appalled.
Start Date: 7/4/2004
End Date: 9/21/2004
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Fucking Faggot.

The bitch tries to tell me things to fear
and turns around to do those same things.
Worried when he looks into the mirror,
nervous that I'll jump out & take away everything.

Chorus:
Motherfucker, you better check your tires
cause your license is about to expire.
Ultra-Sensitive faggot, you better retire
before I tell the world you're a fucking liar.

You whispered lies as you settled in
before making your move.
I bet you've attempted to seduce 1,000 men
and you've jsut started  to get into your groove.

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Prove You Wrong.
Start Date: 3/20/2004.
End Date: 7/31/2004.
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I remember that day in high school,
You acted like such a fool.
Probably believed I would crumble
but now, I'm here to watch you stumble.

I like your friends
but I don't like you.
Do it again
and I'll break you in 2.

Chorus (#1):
I'm here to prove you wrong.
I'm here to kick your ass.
I'm here to sing you this song.
I'm here to entertain my class.

I remember that time in the 11th grade,
You tried to ease my hate.
Probably thought you knew me then,
Probably thought I'd self-destruct in my den.

Pre-Chorus

Chorus (#2):
I"m here to prove you wrong.
I'm here to kick your ass.
I'm here to sing you this song.
I'm here to embarrass you in front of my class.

I may be dysfunctional
but I won't be your little bitch.
You think I've been misfunctional
well you better watch out for that ditch!

Chorus (#1)
Chorus (#2)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Come Watch
Start Date: 6/10/2004
End Date: 9/21/2004
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Do they tease you
because I'm still here?
Do you turn blue
when you think I'm looking at your rear?

I bet you're nervous when I close the door.
I bet you're nervous with what I wore.
I can see through your disguise,
I know you really like guys.
HAHAHAHAHAH!

Does it bother you
when you hear my voice?
Do you know what to do
when you hear that familiar noise?

I bet you're nervous when I close the door.
I bet you're nervous with what I wore.
I can see through your disguise,
I know you really like guys.
The guy is me, isn't it?
Are you thinking about me when you're fucking your.....

Don't try to pretend,
cause we both know what I was up to.
Don't accuse me of trying to offend
cause I learned it from you.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Breakdown.
Start Date: 6/16/2004.
End Date: 9/21/2004.
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They say I've sold out since May.
They say I've been wasting the days
and I should be out getting laid.
Well bitch, I hve to get paid
and I never yelled at you
challenging what you do.
So, before you run that mouth,
I think I might head south
before I...

Chorus:
-BREAKDOWN-
(I'll be left to drown.)
-BREAKDOWN-
(I'm actin' like a clown.)
-BREAKDOWN-
(This feels like a ghost town.)
-BREAKDOWN-
(I'm goin' down )

They say I've change since I was supposedly abused,
They claim their love was used
and never returned.
Well baby, before you claim you were burned
just remember that I have emotions too
and I really do care about you.
So before you run that mouth,
I think I'm going to head south
before I, before I...

Chorus (x2)

I need a break...

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: It's Not Right.
Start Date: 5/31/2004.
End Date: 7/28/2004.
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You look cute sittin' at your chair,
just typin' & crunchin' stats.
I really admire what you wear
and I hope you're there when I get fat.

Chorus:
It's not right to feel this way
but how could I resist what you do & say?
I tried to turn to others
but they can't compare to my brother.
I always end up coming back to you.

I like to talk to you in your office
when there ain't nothing else to do.
On saturdays, I sit back in your office
and I start to fantisize about you.

Chorus

Blue shirt, such a flirt.
Navy jeans, very clean.
Skinny frame, glad I came.
Cool guy, wish he was bi.
(repeat.)

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Sophisticated.
Start Date: 5/31/2004.
End Date: 9/22/2004
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They make fun of me liking boys
and laugh at my vulnerability.
They take out all the joy
by questioning my abilities.

Chorus:
They treat me different now cause it's worse then they thought.
They treat me different cause it's more complex than they were taught.
I"m still the same person I was yesterday.
Do you actually think that staying away
will make me change my ways?
Not a fucking chance!
grow up, get over it, think outside the box.
Why don't you do something different for a change?

We don't hang out together
cause I'm too sophisticated.
They claim there is no way I could like Heather
but they don't know who I've dated.

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Conflict/Resolution
Start Date: 5/31/2004.
End Date: 7/28/2004.
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I talk to you today
to tell you how I feel.
I tried to communicate my way
and tried to keep it real.

Chorus:
I knew what the truth was
but I had to hear it from you.
I had to talk to you cause
it was the only right thing to do.

I confronted you with a conflict
and you offered me a solution.
You said things that would stick
and you would help me in my operations.

Chorus

No one has affected me more than you
and I just wanna say: "Thank You!"

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: I'm Such A Little Bitch!
6/16/2004...6/17/2004
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You're such a stupid-ass,
You grab the juice & break the glass.
You can't demand more respect
when you're such a fucking reject.
Stop acting like a pussy
and just act happy.
You need to relax,
Pick up the sponge & wax!

Don't look at that ass,
just look down at the grass!
Don't worry about your weight,
WORRY ABOUT YOUR FUCKING FATE!
Stop acting like a little bitch,
Just pick up the ball and pitch.
I don't want to tell you again.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: I Still Want You
Started: September 2003.
Finished: 7/26/2004
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Maybe, it's the perception
or just the complications
but I'm about to face
yet another disappointment.
Maybe, I'm just scared
or I don't want us to be paired
but I still want to tell you:
"I LOVE YOU!"

Chorus:
I still want you as my friend
but someday we could be more.
I still want you to be my friend
but maybe someday, my ass will be sore.

Maybe, it was just chemistry
or me becoming more happy
but I feel more attached
and I believe we're well matched.
Maybe, I'm just lonely
or maybe I'm just horny
but I would do
anything for you.

Chorus

When we first met, I hated you.
One day, I was sitting in your car
and I realized I loved you.
I still want you, baby!

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Buddy
Start Date: 7/24/2004
End Date: 9/15/2004
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Someday, I wanna lift with you
so the world can see me too.
I wanna be just like you
and I hope you really like me too.

Chorus:
I know you don't want to see my picture on the news
and you don't want to see me in pain.
I know you don't want me to sing the blues
so keep rootin' for me because I'm not going to go insane.

I want you to trust me not to look at your buns
because I want to respect your privacy.
I want you to applaud me when I'm done
cause I want you to respect.

Chorus

Someday, I'll come to you with something great
and I'll show the world what a stud you are.
Just remember next time I'm late
that maybe someday, we'll go to a titty bar.
JUST U & ME BUDDY.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Straight-Edger
Start Date: 12/26/2003
End Date: 9/22/2004
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I've been in love with you since you were a straight-edger.
You may find it odd
but I think you have a hot bod!
Of course, I love you for your big head
and it will stay that way even after you're dead.

Chorus:
I never wanted to feel this way.
I never needed to wake up that day.
I never wanted to say it this way
but I will always love you.

Now I see you at work;
Sometimes you're a jerk
but most of the time you're a really cool guy.
I like it when you tease me
and I'd like you more if you'd please me.

Chorus (x2)

It all goes back to the picture on the wall.,
that's where I discovered it all.
I was so young at the time
and I didn't know what was going on in my mind.
I don't want to go into detail
but let's just say I was scared as hell.

Chorus (x3)