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[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Deprivation
Start Date: 2/9/2004
End Date: 9/2/2004
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I'm down in a cave
& I can't get out.
Deprivation has made me a slave
and I can't find my way out.
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Now, I'm clearly at the bottom
and yet a smile appears on my face.
The results won't come til' next Autumn
but I think I've found my place.

Chorus:
I've been down this road before
and it looks the same.
I've asked for more
but all I have is my name.

Now I'm back for more
& this time I'm older.
I slammed the door
and did something even colder.
---
Now, I'm in new ground
and finally I have peace.
Now, it seems I can't find the ground
and I can't wait til' we get rid of the lease.

Chorus

I fell asleep on the couch
but it wasn't because I was low.
My key fell out of my pouch
and now I'm staring into the eyes of a crow.
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Now, my eyes are looking below the waist
as the siutation looks me into the face.
Now, controversy is the case
but I'll finish 1st in the race.

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Trapped Inside
Start Date: November 2003
End Date: 9/22/2004
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Who am I? Where am I?
These are the questions I ask.
For awhile, I thought I'd might die,
If I had to waste one more moment at this desk.

So many good plans
but never acting one one.
I'm trying hard to be a man
but it takes more than just a gun.

It isn't enough that I survived,
now I have to provide.
Maybe someday, I'll have a wife
who will improve my life.

Chorus

I believe God will lead me
to a place without corruption.
I k now that I can be
a person that doesn't deal in destruction.

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Parent and/or Guardian
Start Date: 12/11/2003
End Date: 9/2/2004
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You left me there to die
at the bottom of a well.
I tried to ask why
but this place is like hell.
I've tried to make it here
but there ain't no water.
I've tried to live in fear
but I just coulden't resist your daughter.

Chorus:
I've been left here without a trace
cause you don't give a dam.
I've been called a disgrace
Fuck you! You don't even know who I am.

You left me there to fry
at the bottom of the frying pan.
I wanted to ask why
but you turned on the fan.
I've tried to make it here
but there ain't no water.
I've tried to live in fear
but you're just so much hotter.

Chorus

I was caught red-handed
and thrown from a 3-story building.
I didn't know where I landed
so I just started running...

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Speak
Start Date: 6/13/2004
Finish Date: 9/22/2004
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Take me from behind
and whisper in my ear
what you want to find
as we watch each other in the mirror.
Tell me what you see
in the blink of an eye.
Tell me what you think
now that you're fucking a guy.

Chorus:
I want to fuck with the system.
I want to fuck with the system.
I want to fuck with the system.
Don't be afraid to speak!

Let me go faster
and go crazy
when I call you master
and beg you to fuck me.
Tell me what you see
in the blink of an eye.
Tell me what you think
now that you're fucking a guy.

Chorus

DON'T BE AFRAID TO SPEAK!

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Excited.
Start Date: September 2003.
Finish Date: 7/28/2004.
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Surviving through the worst,
now energy comes in extra burts.
I feel so much stronger,
I feel so much older.
I'm thru with the old,
I'm now amazingly bold.
I never thought I'd be able to say:
that I'm really excited to be here today.

Chorus:
Now that I'm better on the inside,
I can focus on the outside.
Now that I'm better on the inside
I can focus on the outside.

Living a near-suicide life
Where I was ready to strike.
But, I feel so much better
and I feel so much cleaner.
I'm thru with the old,
I'm now amazingly bold.
I never thought I'd be able to say:
that I'm really excited to be here today.

Chorus

I want you to know
how much I know.
I want everybody to see
who I can be.
I want the world to know
how much I know.
I want Jeff to see
who I can be.
(repeat)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Over-Rated
Start Date: 3/28/2004
End Date: 7/28/2004
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I don't know why she spends
her time supporting you.
All you do is try to offend
the people that are helping you.
Still stuck tryin' to defend
the fact that your release date is due.
Dosen't matter what will happen in the end,
we will both get what's due.

Chorus:
She's an angel
and she's chosen a scum of the earth.
She's an angel
and she dosen't realize what she's worth.

I don't know why she wastes her time
waiting for u to call.
Especially when she can find
something better at the fucking mall.
She's stuck trying to defend your crimes
because she believes you're worth the risk.
She's busy picking up your dimes
and dosen't realize there's porn on her disk.

Chorus (x2)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Testify
Start Date: 6/27/2004.
End Date: 7/29/2004
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They can whisper in to each other
but they can't say it to my face.
You think I want to be your lover,
Why don't you give me my fucking space?
You can't hide the truth from me
just like you can't hide your emotions.
I'll break it to ya' eventually
and you'll see you're lost without my devotion.

Chorus:
They try to punish me with silence
but all that does is create more rage.
They think that a lack of violence
will make me break out of this stage.
(This is my vow to break the silence.)

They can accuse me of 10,000 crimes
but they never ask me how I plead.
You can read my rhymes
but you really don't know what I need.
You can't hide the truth from me
just like you can't hide your emotions.
I'll break it to ya' eventually
and you'll see you're lost without my devotion.

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Pathetic
Start Date: August 2003.
Finish Date: 7/28/2004.
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A younger version of me
is how they view me.
Always complainin' about me
but never talking to me directly.
Assuming I'm on my knees for you,
Assuming I probably love you too.
If you ask me you're pretty pathetic,
You would find anything here sympathetic.

Chorus:
Oops, did I move too swiftly?
You know you'll never catch up to me.
Oops, was I just singing to you?
I'll have to remember not to...
NOT!!!!!

An inaccurate perception of me
is how they see me.
Always worrying about me
but never trying to help me directly.
Assuming I want to make love to you,
Assuming what you know is true.
If you ask me you're pretty pathetic,
You won't find anything here sympathetic.

Chorus (x2)

I want you to know who I am,
I want you to give a dam
about my hopes and dreams
but right now, you're just not there for me.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: So Fucking Wrong
Start Date: 5/12/2004
End Date: 9/12/2004
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In so deep, I can't pull out,
Fallin' so steep, I can't figure it out.
They don't want to see it
but you're the only one that can relieve it.

Chorus:
Help me if you can
I want to grow up & be a man.
Help me if you can
I want to feel your hand.

Out so long, I can't come back.
So fucking wrong, all you see are my cracks.
They choose not to see it,
but you're the only one that can relieve it.

Chorus

They don't know how much I like you
but I know it shows.
You woulden't believe it if I told you
but I already know.

Chorus

Help me if you can,
I want to hold your hand.
Help me if you can,
I wanna be your man.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: It's Funny.
11/22/2003
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Small hands do the most damage.
I have done more damage
than a person can do in a lifetime.
I create brilliant rhymes
but I coulden't create peace
and now I'm trying to avoid the disease.

Chorus:
It's funny what you can live through.
It's funny what they'll believe too.
It's funny, It's funny...I'm alive
I can't believe I survived.

I've closed myself down
in order to give my town
time to rest their souls.
I've suffered from all the bullet holes
and now I'm trying to heal
before my skin starts to peal.

Chorus (x3)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: I Can't Stop.
Start Date: 6/17/2004.
End Date: 9/2/2004
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I can be the biggest prick
and try to get away with everything I can.
I can constantly stare at your dick
and you'll still call me a man.

Chorus:
I can stop
because this is what I desire.
I try to get on top
I can't stop
because it's an obsession.
I try to grow my crops
but I'm as dum as the rest of the nation.

I need assistance of some kind
but I won't let you get close.
The greed for attention has taken over my mind
and I won't let you get a single dose.

Chorus

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Get Real.
Start Date: 7/10/2004
End Date: 9/2/2004
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(This is one that I've posted on here before
but I've made changes to since...)

I talk to you like we're tight
but we really can't stand each other.
You call me names after I leave your sight
and you expect me to think of you as my brother.
You make jokes about how I really feel
and you disregard everything I do.
One day, things will get real
& I'll stop sending those messages to you.

Chorus:
Someday, I'll run away
and all of this will fade away.
I have nobody left to reach out to,
So if I can't talk to you
Then who's it going to be?
You just lost your best employee.

I talk to you like we're tight
but really we can't stand each other.
I call you names after you leave my sight
and I can't stand it when we're together.
I do these things for attention
and I get mad when I see the results.
You're so stuck on my contention
that you don't know what's occult.

Chorus

Lift me up, I want to be your friend.
Let me down, I want to do it again.
Let it go & let me flip the switch.
Oh My God! I just fucked you like a bitch!
Lift me up, I want to be your friend.
Let me down, I want to do it again.
Let me go & just flip the switch.
It's my jungle now, bitch!!!!!

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: 8-Dollar Man
Start Date: November 2003.
End Date: 9/2/2004.
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Chorus:
I'm the 8-dollar man
and I've come to fuck with your plans.
I am the 8-dollar man
(8-dollar man).
You're up to your knees in sand
while I take over this motherfuckin' land.

I used to believe in the lies society told me,
I used to believe in the way my father taught me
but now I see through the restrictions
and I see through the guidelines
that do nothing but prohibit
me from going to the exhibits
of life's destiny.

Chorus

Common sense ultimately prevailed
and the demons of the night failed
in their attempts to turn me into one of them.
I am no longer blinded by fear
and refuse to drop another tear
for those simple-minded freaks that cloud our minds
and just pollute our system with wasted time.

Chorus (x2)

One day, I accomplished victroy
and I no longer needed self-destruction.
One day, I convinced the jury
and now I'm in the mood for re-construction.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Unapolegetic.
Start Date: 6/4/2004.
End Date: 7/29/2004.
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It was not something I planned.
It was not something I wanted.
It was an idea that was banned
because it wasn't what the people wanted.

I have some things to say
about what was started that day.
I think we better sit down!

Chorus:
Maybe someday, I'll feel remorse.
Maybe someday, I'll start to cry.
Maybe someday, I'll force
myself to ask why.
But right now, I'm not sorry.

It was not something they were suited for.
It was not something they were willing to hide.
It was my vision that was executed,
It was & still is my motherfucking ride!

I have some things to say
about what was started that day.
I think you better listen.

Chorus

I have some things to say
about what went on that day.
Sit down & fucking listen to me!!!!!

Chorus (x2)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Ride The Lightning
3/8/2004
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Don't yell at me
because I need to stop the screaming!
Don't swing at me
because we need to stop the fighting!
Don't preach to me
because I'm tired of trying!
Don't talk to me
because I wanna go &

Chorus:
RIDE THE LIGHTNING
(I STILL ADORE YOU.)
RIDE THE LIGHTNING
(I STILL LIKE YOU.)
RIDE THE LIGHTNING
(I STILL NEED YOU.)
RIDE THE LIGHTNING
(I STILL LOVE YOU.)

Don't look at me
because I'm tired of decieving.
Don't cling to me
because I really dispise singing.
Don't advise to me
because I don't like interpreting.
Don't touch me
because I need to go &...

Chorus (x2)

Baby, U know I love you by now,
but right now, I need some time alone.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Love Song
Date Started: 12/26/2003.
Date Ended: 7/26/2004
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I have something to tell you...

You've been haunting me at night
and you've been awakening me in the day.
I want u out of sight
and yet I want to see you everyday.
You look really hot from here
and you make me smile.
Haven't you noticed me looking at your rear?
Sit down, this may take awhile.

Chorus:
Baby, tell me you want me
the way I want you.
Baby, show me you need me
the way I need you.
I watch you as you walk away
and I want you to look into my eyes.
I want today to be the day
you tell me I'm your only guy.

You've been circulating in my mind
and stirring in my chest.
You have been so kind
and right now, you're the best.
You look beautiful to me
and I want to treat you like a queen.
This is important to me
because I don't want to be mean.

Chorus (x2)

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Top of The Rock
6/12/2004

Sittin' on top of the rock-
watchin' as the leaves cover my eyes.
I'm no longer worried about squeezing my cock
or my lack of expirence with guys.
The wind brushes aganist my back
as I realize I should have done this a long time ago.
The shade pushes me back
to a place I used to go.

The bees are circling 'round my head
but I don't care.
If I were left on my bed
I would let them bite me bare.
There are a couple dozen windows
but no faces looking out at me.
My body has continued to grow
as I hope to be a man eventually.

Sitting on top of the rock,
the sun rays are now much brighter.
I don't know the position of the clock
but up here, life seems so much better.
I now hear a bird sing
as it flies past my face.
The last thing I see is it's wing
and to think, I used to hate this place.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Joining Me
Start Date: 11/23/2003
End Date: 7/28/2004
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Chorus:
Helping me when I was lost.
Picking me up when I was tossed.
Telling me which way to go---
Joining me in the middle of the show.

It's amazing what you can do for me.
It's amazing what you have allowed me to see.
I can't believe I'm still alive
but it's because of you I  survived.

Chorus

I can't believe I've made it this far
without your guidance, I would be stuck in too far.
I don't know what happened back there
but I'd be stupid to not care.

Chorus (x3)

Thank you for helping me.
Thank you for saving me.
Thank you for guiding me.
Thank you for leading me.
Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Chorus (x3)

Thank you for joining me!

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Jeni
Start Date: 7/25/2004
End Date: 8/19/2004
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I saw you today
and there are things I want you to tell you.
There are many things I want to say
but I'll just start with a few.

I'd really like to go out sometime.
I'd really like to show you what's on my mind.
I really want to hang out with you.
I really want to do what you like to do.

I want you to see what I am like.
I want you to know who I could be like.
I want you to see me.

I want to spend more time with your children.
I want you to tell me what you like about men.
I want you to show me how to make it in the city.
I just want to hang out with you Jeni.

I want you to see what I am like.
I want you to know who I could be like.
I want you to see me...to see me.

[youngerformofaxl]

Title: Two
Start Date: August 2003.
End Date: 7/26/2004
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I really like you
and I want you to like me too.
I would like to hold your hand
if only you would let me be your man.

I really want you
and I want you to want me too.
I'd like to give you a kiss
if only you would give me what I miss.

But, I'm stuck between the two of you
and I can't figure out what to do.
Both of you are so stunning
but I'm just keep on running away.

I really love you
and I need you to love me too.
I'd like it if you smacked my ass
so I can release all my gas.

I really need you
and I want you to need me too.
I'd like it if you harrassed me in the office
to prove I'm not the softest.

And yet, I'm stuck between the 2 of you
and I can't figure out what to do.
Both of you are so stunnning
but I just keep on running away.

Running away, running away,
I'm still running away!