The Love thread

[Jdog0830]

It isn't I am nothing but a bad joke though...
She never gave to me. I would give her my world yet she I bet wouldn't even give me a moment of her time...



Joe

[horsey]

love is good ,im thinking love for families and togetherness.
if the right man is in my life or was in my life,then it will be respected very much.
if being single mean's the timeing is not right then i will wait and be happy to have him by my side someday.
but being loved is all the way year round and often thought of.
sin cut you rock baby ,nice topic '
 

[Jdog0830]

Love is unfindable and never be able to make it matter.
It sucks when you have a connection with a girl and she knows it but she only wants to be friends not really giving you a chance.

Joe

[horsey]

hell im a romantic as much as an alcoholic lol.not drinking and not getten nowere is kinna ok when heartache could happen.
so you take a chance and either way you learn a lesson about love.
my thoughts joe '

[Jdog0830]

Horsey thanks honestly she inspires me. I sing better when I think about her and am writing alot more songs that sound good. One thing that attracts me to her is her knolage of music mixed with her personality. She can sing and play piano and I find that attractive with women. She is a much better person than me to and I like that.

She always looks good to and that's always a bonus!


Joe

[Jdog0830]

And at this point I don't care how bad I messed up I am not giving up on her. There is something else about her that I like that I can't explain and I love it a lot! When she gets to know me better I am sure she will feel the same 



Joe

[horsey]

sometyimes you won't find out till you dive in and swim.if love is ment to be ,then let love in for sakes.

[Jdog0830]

sometyimes you won't find out till you dive in and swim.if love is ment to be ,then let love in for sakes.

Yep gotta live n' let die. We will be going to the same collage so we might have a chance. Just gonna let it die for now and be friends.



Joe

[Sin Cut]

Horsey thanks honestly she inspires me. I sing better when I think about her and am writing alot more songs that sound good. One thing that attracts me to her is her knolage of music mixed with her personality. She can sing and play piano and I find that attractive with women. She is a much better person than me to and I like that.

She always looks good to and that's always a bonus!


Joe

You *sing* better when you think of her  Could you explain how this works?

And at this point I don't care how bad I messed up I am not giving up on her. There is something else about her that I like that I can't explain and I love it a lot! When she gets to know me better I am sure she will feel the same 



Joe

Yeah, girls just love a boy who's just hanging onto them, imagining things (or wishing) and not getting the hint.

Wanna some free advice from the master? There's only one thing you need to fix and that's your selfesteem.

Girls don't like insecure guys. Or guys who just complain and whine, in fact we have these people at work and no one likes them. Doing your job is hard enough without having to listen someone complain how everything is wrong.

So, do this: write down things you don't like about yourself and fix them one by one. That's what I did, back in the day.

[Jdog0830]

Yeah for now though gonna try smokin away those ghosts in my soul bro.
Live and let die that's what I got to say about that shit!!!



Joe

[Sin Cut]

Okay time for me to write something.

It seems i got the dire straits kind-of deal.

I met this girl and supported her in her divorce, which was in progress before I got involved. Anyway the child and wife beating mutherfucker needed to get the fear of me in him.

It seems he did since when he beat her up I called him, told him what a coward and dregs he was and told him to try that with me. To push his buttons I offered to cum in a cup and that I'd make him drink it so that he even once would have something "man" in him.

He didn't show up tho, but I'd be scared to take on a man if I just fight a women. And the girl I'm talking about is quite slim.

She told me she had ovary cancer and was in operation is in november, I visited her on her sickleave.
She's 19. Without operation and meds her prognosis was dire, three years.

The doctors managed to cut two out of three tumours out. Now the cancer has spread to her liver. The doctors also told her that the other ovary isn't working like it should and that her chances to have children even with hormone therapy is from slim to impossible.

It seems I got some potent stuff tho since she's on her second month and claims that I'm the father.

Now, the deepest thing we between us is just as deep as I penetrate, our relationship is only based on sex, and frankly if she talks to much I need a blowjob since that shuts her up. And that I enojy the fact her ex hates me and is going to kill me, like he'll ever have the guts.

A kid itself or being a father I something can take, even if it's a big change, but here's the problems;
What kind of damage will the cancer meds do to a baby?
Her view that abortion is murder but trying to get miscariage by drinking is just crazy.
If she stops taking cancer meds for the pregnancy how fast will the cancer spread?

Sure I'd prefer to have children with someone I love and there's the possibility that I'm not the father.

But this sure bothers me and if anything I'd wish the child to be healthy.

[DarkFairy]

Que? Someone's pregnant?

[Jdog0830]

Hey everyone quite a bit has changed since I last posted here. I hooked up with a girl I knew for a few months and things are going really good. We have been dating for a month now and were in love still can barely beleve it myself. She really is attached to me and I gotta say its the same for me.

[Albert S Miller]

^  That is so cool Jdog !!

[Jdog0830]

Thanks msaxl its great so far hopefully nothing changes