Any of you ... aahh ... read the latest Rolling Stone?
I was on the phone for a long time last night. And, a friend of mine ... a friend of mine was telling me how ...
Anyway, there was a friend of mine, who was telling me how ... how some of the members of my family and some of the friends of my family have (In a naggy voice) taken a great offense in what I said in this magazine. It's a shame, look .... look what he's done to his mother. His mother can't even go out of the house now.
It was amazing my mother could've gone out of the house before, knowing the shit she fucking knew. And why are we talking about this? 'Cause it might of not happened to you, but it might of happened to the 2 or 3 people standing around you, whose got a fucked up family life, that's gonna come back to haunt them when they hit about the age of 25. And then you've gotta find your way, trying to climb your way out of what you thought was your life, but looks more in your head, like a fuckin' car wreck, that no one told you about.
Because ... (in a naggy voice) the family doesn't want to be embarrassed by these things coming out. We just don't want to have to deal with this, and we shouldn't have to deal with this publically. But if we don't deal with it publically, then we're probably not gonna deal with the bullshit at all! And I bet they'd like it that way.
I'm not a qualified therapist, I don't know alot of shit about this, but I do know we're in the 90's ... and I do know ... that if we're gonna make it for another 50 years on this planet we've gotta fucking change our shit now! And there's alotta mother fuckers out there, who don't want that shit to be changed, because it's gonna dig up their crap. There's alot of parents, who done fucked up their kids through their whole fuckin' lives, and they're about ... they're about 40, they're about 50, and they think it's cool ... fuck that shit!
... And i'm the last mother fuckin' person they thought would be climbin' up their ass to tell them about it. But see ... for me now ... it ain't about fuckin' doin' cocaine, it ain't about how much vodka can I drink, and how much I can drink someone else under the table. It ain't about how much of a (In a naggy voice) macho-man rockin' roller I can be. That shit don't work no more. That's great for little kid rock n' roll fuckin' bullshit, but it don't work no more in the real world for my ass.
I can't come up here and go, (In a naggy voice) yeah, i'm bad, i'm rock n' roll, we're doin' this rock n' roll thing, it's my life, it's falling apart. I can't fake it no more. Just because my family or my record company or somebody else tells me I should, so everybody can be happy, and make money, and ... suck my dick!
Anyway ... there are those in my family, who are ... they ... they plan now ... now that i've ... written these things, that they're gonna get revenge, (In a naggy voice) because it was a terrible thing I did, and we're gonna get revenge. Yeah? TRY IT!
And if a fuckin' scrawny little high ... junior high 90-pound weakling can finally get his ass up here and take this shit on, so can anyone of you, that have the same fuckin' bullshit problems in your life. They don't have to get away with it.
I tried being nice ... I tried being cool about it .... I tried like being friends and offering forgiveness and love and all that kind of shit. All I got was, (In a naggy voice) you know how much we love you, but ... let's keep the screws on you, and keep you down like we always have. Yeah? Well guess what, I changed my point of view. For me now, it's kind of like LIVE AND LET DIE MOTHER FUCKER!"
(kicks into "LALD")
Author