My short term goal is to get my desire and my heart back
I dont wanna exercise or work out anymore
and I dont wanna play music anymore
I just want to lie in my room,eat,watch Tv and die
In times like this the only thing you can do is FORCE yourself outside.
Trust me, the hardest part of the entire process is getting off your butt.
No matter how bad your head feels it will change once you are there.
Take every single bit of energy you have and motivate yourself to go OUT.
Other people will take you away from your thoughts/lackluster for life (temporary). They can't do that if you are in your room watching Springer eating popcorn.
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This too shall pass.
It always does.