a few years back there was this movie with Ann Margaret in it called something like "Who will love my children?" ... it was a true story about this women who had like ten children and she was diagnosed with terminal cancer and she wanted to find good loving homes for all of them before she died. ?Well the first child she had to give away was the youngest baby and that was right at the beginning of the movie. ?Then they showed her giving the rest away one-by-one!!! ?I SOBBED... and I mean SOBBED ... THROUGH THE ENTIRE MOVIE!!! ?I went through three big boxes of kleenex and gave myself a migraine headache and started puking!!! ?
Then there was this one time when I went to a funeral mass for this lady I used to work with.? Well, I got to the church early and there was a funeral mass for somebody else going on so I sat in the last row to wait for that one to be over.? While I was sitting there I was thinking about my co-worker and I started crying.? I guess it was really noticeable that I was really sad over her passing because as the other departed's family was leaving after their service they came over to console me.? I was crying so hard that I couldn't speak.? Then the priest came over to console me.? I finally got the words out "No, I'm here for the next one."?