Here Today... Gone To Hell!

i know i can just google web md or something.but has anyone been or going through this ?
i got every sign so far and im only 45 years old.i know some of you are too young to know but if anyone does got an idea what im going through  HELP ! ! ! ! ! ! !

meno pause hence the men no part lol.im stressen bigtime.

Horsey my dear, TMI!!!!!!!!! :hihi:

 :crying:

Mid live crisis???




Joe

pretty much i guess ,more like age.

Yep ah it just makes me think that it goes full circle to being a teen that's always pissed off that they aren't being treated like a grown up then like 15 or so years later you feel too old and want to be care free again.

Grass is greener on the other side my friends.




Joe

but if it's kentucky blue grass i dunno lol.
 :confused: :nervous:

where does this emo crap come from?

An emo's ass??

must have pulled out of your ass lol.

do emos shit out shit in one whole piece or do they cut it as well?  :confused:

 :rofl: good one

do u only shit in one piece?

hhmm how topics get changed like the weather lol.
you know ive never seen emo shit so dunno.
well sin cut ,you seem to like to create haveck for me in a tiny little way oohh did i say that lol.

Sin Cut always says the emo shit first it's like it's all he can think about.
Well Sin do you just think about emos shiting all day or are you just an ass of a emo???
 :hihi:



Joe

Nice topic you guys and gals :P, talk about making a bigger mess jdog ::).

Ass of an emo? That's just lame.

Are you biased in this because you couldn't get an emo-girl to date you even if you were giving away free samples of razors?

What pisses me off is when people whine and complain and expect thing to change "on their own". I'm more of a straight action kind of guy myself, if I see something I like  - I work to get it, bed it and get rid of it, if it turns out to be something I else.

Ever tried that? Actually grabbing the steering wheel of your life, it works far better than writing "symphneys" at home, I'm sure.

C'mon take action and stop being such cry-babies. If you need a change, achieve it. Make a to-do-list, whatever works for you and actually start making changes.

Stop blaming the world, depression, booze or any other made-up excuse you come up with and take a long look in the mirror and think, especially you jdog, "What would Sin Cut do?".


Thank you, Horsey, I have a way of doing that.  :peace:  : ok:

Sin Cut is a cool name for an EMO. :hihi:

^ I hope they don't cut themselves because it's already taken.

First off Sin your full of shit if you think I am a emo by the way you talk sometimes its clear you most likely were the dick at school. Always to stupid to see the end results of your bull shit.
Guys notice how Sin always is the one to talk about emos first??? Whatever your deal is with that get fucking over it. Its old and hearing you repeat the same shit is old.
Sorry thats just what I think.





Joe

On serious note, I doubt you could even do it.

I was actually the heavily teased and harrased boy in the class until I finished secondary school. Fighting was a daily thing and got me in trouble a lot, I usually lost and got back up. I guess I was just too stubborn to give up.

I was small and shy and had glasses, somewhere on the way I decided this wasn't what I wanted to be, so I started going on gym and hitting on girls at school, first couple of times were hard, since after all, I was shy, but as I did it, had success and went on I lost the shy part in me.

Biggest change was my self-esteem. Maybe it was the gym, or maybe the decission of change was what helped, I don't know, but it worked. I managed to make my life something that I liked.

I wonder what would've happened if these things would've just made my crawl into my shell, wallow in self-pity and skip school and stay home, alone.

Having said this, in my experience problems are better dealt with head on and change have to come from within, and there's no one but you yourself to do it. Friends can support you, but they can't make the change for you.

And I don't think you're an emo, you just whine a lot, but be careful, that emo thing is just behind the corner.

wtf does emo even mean,cause i missed it ?
if it was a cut to me then i didn't really get it so it's not a cut then.

my first hot flash was yesterday morning.i took two sips of coffee and i was on fire omg.
is this what i got to look forward to ?
hope it don't happen today , i will be outdoors at a memorial.
a friend died from alcohol.

I am sorry to hear that horsey I hate that things like that are happening way to commonly.

Turns out we aren't to different Sin Cut. Except it was the reverse order with me. At the cathlic school I was at when I was 7 on to being 10 I was dealing with assholes head on getting into fights and also mostly losing a lot of the time it was 2 on one so I had no chance back then I wasn't vary smart for my age. However I went to public school and I guess after two years of being in there I just got sick of the fighting. Most likely due to all the negitive attention I got from it I decided not to fight unless it was something worth fighting for. And I didn't even know at the time that I understood exactly the impact that has made on my live. I was shy and am still a bit shy. Hell sometmes I think I overthink the situation. I got teased a lot and got hurt for not fighting back verbily and sometimes physicaly. I didn't understand why they would take so much time to go after someone like that. I admit I am not perfect hell I hate myself for some things I said or did up to this day. There was only one fight that I can think of where I fought back in just 2 years ago because the punk said something about my mother at the time when she was having spine surgery and I am sure he knew that because I warned him once about it. My form was horrible but I almost won but I got tired of fighting. I forgave him since he appoligized about that and he has shown nothing but respect since.

However when I was a kid I even picked on girls I know stupid boy that always just sharers my confidence sometimes from the start. In ways Sin Cut I deeply envy you because they didn't beat all of the rebel out of you but I guessed they beat this one just enough. O well the past is the past got to always keep going.



Joe

Joe