Here Today... Gone To Hell!

Sorry to moan - but this week is just going from bad to worse.  Just had a huge fight with my husband over money (root of all evil), I recently split half of an inheritance i got from my dear grandad's passing with him (out of the goodness of my heart) and apparently all that is forgotten.  He thinks I spend all my money on frivilous things (not true) and anything that I put into my account is his too. Am having to have a talk to one of my supposedly good friends tomorrow as she has really overstepped the mark recently, and made me feel like utter shit in front of lots of people.  Another friend is seeing a married guy plus 2 others and I have to tell her that its not a great idea and she is taking too much acid as well, and treating me like something that will always pick up her pieces.  My mum thinks I am pretty much hopeless as I dont earn as much as my lawyer sister, even though I never ask them for a penny and work bloody hard to afford the things I like to do. 

ARRRRGGGHHHH.  Everything at once!  is there a full moon?  is it an april fucking fool?  I feel like crying and screaming and running
please - if anyone knows any good jokes, I could sure do with cheering up  :'(

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and i am being semi-forced out of my job.  this week bites.

but who are you ?
what's your story ?
how old are you ? where did u grow up ? what kind of parents?
where do you live ?
what's your hair color ?
what food you eat ? where ? how ?
who do you vote for ? what's your cellphone number ?
you gotta tell us more if you want us to help you.

or maybe is that too personal ? :(

lots of questions!  I'm 28 and married and living in London.  Grew up in scotland to a family of lawyers (all of my immediate family) I went to drama school and acted professionally for 6 years before heading into music industry. been married for 3 years.

It just amazes me how it always seem to be that it never rains but pours.  you know when you have a couple of things go a bit wrong one day, but then suddenly all aspects of your life seem to be crazy:  Family, confrontations/heavy chats with friends, fight with partner, work being a nightmare. everything in one week just blown up.  I fear one of my friends wont understand how much she hurt me and will counter that by finding fault with something I've done but wasnt aware of.  my family - well, my parents are set in their ways and though i've tried, I cant seem to get an adult level of respect from them.  They feel sorry for my husband because we chose to live here and not in his home country - which was our decision and they often send him emails on how "tough" it all must be, living here.  our fight about money has really upset me as he wouldnt listen to what I had to say and just turned his back on me.

I hope this cloud moves on quickly.  I'm trying to stay positive and deal with one thing at a time and hope that my friends hear me and understand I am talking to them because we are good enough friends to try and tell them when things arent right.  To talk to my hubbie and hope that we can listen to each other and not descend into arguments.

i just feel crapper than crap today.

My hair is brown with blonder streaks   ;)

welcome to the club

which drama school did you go to ?

I went to conti's.

I took acid this week.  Talk about a step backwards - it was exactly the kind of mistake I promised myself i'd never make again after Amsterdam.  Pathetic. :no:  Drugs like acid and shrooms do nothing but fuck up your head.  Tell her she needs to stop now if she wants her life to get any better.

As for you - i'm sorry to hear about your bad week.  Mine sucked with the acid trip but other than that I can't really complain (I even managed to get a job).  Don't worry, bad times are always followed by good times.  You've gotta take control of the situation and try to look on the bright side of things.  It'll work itself out in the end. : ok:

I've had maybe two bad days in the past year... I don't understand why people enjoy complaining so much.  I guess I'm lucky.  :-\

Not everyone looks like you, Skylar... :-*

Oh, you.  :-[

Cheers man,  I feel better already today.  I can deal with things one by one, but those days when it all happens at once are too much!  My week is heading towards a fantastic weekend though - WEMBLEY!  so - it is already looking up.   : ok:

buggin you always make my day  :rofl:

Last Week was a week from hell for me. I had an ear infection, a headache for 2 days, got a lousy paycheck and had to pay rent. Urgh. It sucked.

Yup, I've had one of those weeks, exceptin going to see GNR at NEC Birmingham which has definitely been the high spot.  The rest of it has sucked Big time.

Aww Babydolls, don't worry, yer week'll get better! Everyone has off weeks occasionally... only thing I will say is get your friend to pick one of the guys and let the other two go, and to also get off the acid... then everything will be ok! Oh, and every time your hubby says shit about money, mention the inheritance. That should shut him up!

Hmmm, my week hasn't been too bad actually, except for the fact that its soooo fucking hot!!! And not even the nice hot either.... its that humid muggy disgusting hot that makes you want to go sit in the freezer all day and fuck doing anything else!! And wearing clothes is just torture!